1 week away!

One week from today I will be dropping my little love off for her first day of Parent's Day Out. There have been times today when I am so ready, especially since I worked all 3 nights this past weekend and I am exhausted, but for the most part, I still want to change my mind. I know she will love it, I know she is going to meet some really great kids, and I know she needs the social interaction with others. So, I guess I won't pull her out at the last minute, I hope!! I am looking forward to Thursday evening for the Open House where hopefully all my questions will be answered and my mind will be put at ease a little. I hope to meet Lilliana's teacher and even some of the kids that will be in her class. I really trust where I decided to send her, the decision was not an easy one, but the idea will just take some getting used to. I know, I've had about 9 month's to get used to the idea, but change is hard for me.

I am actually planning to head to Jackson for a baby shower on Saturday and even stay the night, by MYSELF and leave Lilliana at home this coming weekend. Then I work on Sunday night and she heads off on Monday morning. I think I am really trying to cram to much into the weekend before she starts and maybe that is adding to my anxiety. To be honest, I am just ready for Monday at 2:45 already. I will be there to pick her up, hopefully somewhat refreshed from working the night before and ready to spend a fun filled week with my little love. I am hoping for all smiles and that she has already had a good 2 hour nap. Is that too much to ask for? I guess we'll see in 1 more week!!!